How Do I Explain?

How do I explain to people that for me true spirituality begins on the other side of the Sri Chakra, on the other side of the Om, beyond both? How do I explain that I experience myself as the life of the Sri Chakra, and that my interacting with the Sri Chakra causes it to vibrate, and that vibration is the Om, and that all of creation arises from that interaction? How do I explain that I experience myself as the life of the Sri Chakra, and not that the Sri Chakra and the Om are the life of me, or that I experience myself as the life of creation and not that creation is the life of me? How do I explain that everything this side of the Sri Chakra is just stuff—that some things are called spiritual and unspiritual, good or bad, this or that, but that ultimately everything this side of the Sri Chakra has the same value? And how do I explain that even with all of that, I still have to pay my rent and take out the garbage? Well, I can’t.